It’s Tuesday. I hadn’t mentioned what we’re waiting for earlier because that meant I would be acknowledging the reality of the week.

The transplant team is meeting on Wednesday and on Thursday we are to hear if Julian will be allowed to donate a kidney to Gage.

I think I have been down playing the enormity of the answer to that question over the last week because to acknowledge it would mean that there is a chance that it could be bad answer. Not bad in an there are no other options way, but in a Gage will be on dialysis two additional months way – providing I can get through testing and approved. If I don’t approve to donate we then look to family and friends and he would probably go on the active transplant list.

Things I will be doing this week to keep my mind off of the wait: working, playing haunted house in our dining room, cleaning, reading blogs, crafting, lugging kids around, and G00gling inappropriate things that no parent of a sick child facing surgery should G00gle. Yes, I’m very, very, bad.